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i woke up
jameson fitzpatrick
and it was 1.
i made coffee and the coffee was political.
i took a shower and the water was.
i walked down the street in short shorts and a bob mizer tank top
and they were political, the walking and the shorts and the beefcake
silkscreen of the man 2 in a g-string. i forgot my sunglasses
and later, on the train, that was political,
when i studied every handsome man in the car.
who i thought was handsome was political.
i went to work at the university and everything was
very 3 political, the department and the institution.
all the cigarettes i smoked between classes were political,
where i threw them when i was through.
i was 4 and it was political.
so was the difference between "blond" and "blonde."
i had long hair and it was political. i shaved my head and it was.
that i didn't know how to 5 when another person was killed in america
was political, and it was political when america killed another person,
who they were and what color and 6 and who i am in relation.
i couldn't think about it for too long without feeling a helplessness
like childhood. i was a child and it was political, being a boy
who was bad at it. i couldn't catch and so the ball became political.
my mother read to me almost every night
and the conditions that 7 her to do so were political.
that my father's money was new was political, that it was proving something.
someone called me faggot and it was political.
i called myself a faggot and it was political.
how difficult my life felt relative to how difficult it was
was political. i thought i could become a writer
and it was political that i could imagine it.
i thought i was not a political poet and still
my imagination was political.
it had been, this whole time i was asleep.
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